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Thursday, January 18th, 2007
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8:12 pm
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. |
✓ I love to play video games. |
✓ I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. |
✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
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| Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
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7:53 pm
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| Monday, July 31st, 2006
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7:10 pm
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LiesFears (6:37:59 PM): what do you want? why do you keep calling?
waverlyprincess (6:38:38 PM): i thought u had ur number turned off
waverlyprincess (6:38:43 PM): how do you know i am calling?
LiesFears (6:38:51 PM): the website
waverlyprincess (6:39:00 PM): so ur number is turned off?
LiesFears (6:39:10 PM): why does it matter?
LiesFears (6:39:26 PM): why are you calling me or texting me?
LiesFears (6:39:30 PM): what do you want?
waverlyprincess (6:39:45 PM): why should i answer u if u can't answer me ??
LiesFears (6:40:22 PM): there is no time on my phone so yes it is kind of turned off
waverlyprincess (6:40:47 PM): ok well the reason i was calling u was because i wanted to know why you even got on lj
waverlyprincess (6:40:58 PM): because i am the only one on there that u know who posts
waverlyprincess (6:41:12 PM): on your friends lists that posts*
LiesFears (6:41:12 PM): I didn't know that
waverlyprincess (6:41:22 PM): yes u did
waverlyprincess (6:41:29 PM): inno hasn't posted for ever
LiesFears (6:41:35 PM): I just got on and saw your post I didn't know you were posting on there
waverlyprincess (6:42:25 PM): why did u even bother to get on?
waverlyprincess (6:42:34 PM): why did u bother to open ur gj again ?
waverlyprincess (6:42:42 PM): and why don't u have time on ur phone
LiesFears (6:42:45 PM): why did you notice?
waverlyprincess (6:42:54 PM): why did i notice the gj ?
LiesFears (6:43:06 PM): you aren't on my friends list so you had to go look
waverlyprincess (6:43:09 PM): because i figured u had opened it back up when i saw ur comment on lj
waverlyprincess (6:43:20 PM): no one is on your friends list on gj
LiesFears (6:43:20 PM): why?
waverlyprincess (6:43:26 PM): why?
waverlyprincess (6:43:36 PM): why did i figure u had opened it ?
waverlyprincess (6:43:42 PM): because i KNOW you dwayne
LiesFears (6:44:01 PM): really?
waverlyprincess (6:44:12 PM): well i thought i did ...
LiesFears (6:44:24 PM): so how are you and your Master?
waverlyprincess (6:44:31 PM): why does it matter to you?
waverlyprincess (6:45:03 PM): so how is little miss gracefull ?? i know it is her that is coming back and saying shit to u
LiesFears (6:45:21 PM): I haven't talked ot her in alomost a month
LiesFears (6:45:23 PM): lol
LiesFears (6:45:50 PM): she never has her PMs open and I can't get in rooms unless I go to the next town over
waverlyprincess (6:45:57 PM): yeah ok
waverlyprincess (6:46:06 PM): doesn't mean that there isn't other ways to contact you
LiesFears (6:46:19 PM): well now your Master knows you called me at 4:30 AM and text me this morning
waverlyprincess (6:46:28 PM): i told him i did
waverlyprincess (6:46:59 PM): so come on try to get me in more trouble
waverlyprincess (6:47:00 PM): and oh
LiesFears (6:47:02 PM): well I didn't
waverlyprincess (6:47:11 PM): that comment on lj wasn't from Him
waverlyprincess (6:47:14 PM): none of them are
LiesFears (6:47:21 PM): brb
come on dwayne lie a little more about me ... try to get me in a little more trouble because you know what it ISN'T going to work you fucktard
disobedient_brat: youll be no doubt happy to know i am no longer speaking to
disobedient_brat: and that my freindship with jungle is over
Dodging Echoes: really she keeps calling me
disobedient_brat: well shes with jungle now
Dodging Echoes: really well maybe I should get him to get her to stop calling me 3 or 4 times at 4:30 AM like she did this monring and then she text me
Dodging Echoes (8/1/2006 8:46:39 AM): oh she also called like an hour ago
Dodging Echoes (8/1/2006 8:46:49 AM): and PMed me on AIM as soon as I got one
Dodging Echoes (8/1/2006 8:46:51 AM): on*
th0rny s: not sure if its true tho.
current mood:  amused
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| Thursday, July 20th, 2006
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3:26 am
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I probably won't be back anymore. I am fucking my life up in every way possible. Not so sure I will even be alive tomorrow, let alone have time to be online.
I keep making mistakes, big mistakes. I got involved with a crack addict thinking I could help her save herself and her baby. I think we both developed feelings for each other, but her addiction is too strong. She has spent all my money, I have nothing to pay bills. Blah blah blah blah, heard the story a thousand times but still let it happen.....
I am a strong person, but have a weakness that over powers everything about me, and that is my heart. Will always be a fool to my hearts desires and passions. Will always just be a fool.....
Good-bye
got that as a comment on another one of my blogs ... nice huh?? can you guess who it was from?? the wonderful ex called dwayne/dodgingechoes. i guess that he hooked up with the girl he had a one night stand with.. thinking that he could " save her" and her baby... but she spent all his money.. stupid fucker.... i am so sick and tired of his oh pitty me bullshit booohooo i am gonna go kill myself.... if i could only remeber how many times he has said he was going to do it... when we first broke up he called and left a message on my answering machine telling me that his body could be found on his mothers grave.... it was like yup you are REALLY going to do it.....
now don't get me wrong... i don't want you thinking " oh she doesn't think anyone will commit suicide" because trust me i know that they will... i have tried it at least twice and neither times did i mention it to anyone before i tried to do it...... i have also be a self cutter in the past but i am proud because i haven't done that for close to 6 months ... not long you may say but it is long when you are in my skin..... well i am going to go lay down and try to catch some shut eye
be well E/everyone stay safe and use Y/your freaking heads
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| Monday, June 19th, 2006
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3:51 pm
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| You Are 63% American | 
Most times you are proud to be an American.
Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe
Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home.
You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you! |
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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9:28 pm
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do you ever just feel like the world is closing in around you? like you need someone to hole onto you to keep your from floating away..... have you ever been thinking about something or someone and feel your heart feal like it is actully breaking? i don't understand why i feel the way i do...
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| Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
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1:14 am - ok just one more *grins*
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a subbie's blackboard lessons
by Blades baby gyrl (formerly, Torm's tiara)
Copyright©1997 by Blades baby gyrl (formerly, Torm's tiara)
i will not carve the flogger handles
i will not spank others
i will not aim for Master's head
i will not yell safeword in the grocery store
i will not sell the names on my newsgroup list to the National Enquirer
i will not read and giggle at Master's logs from the Dom Forum
i will not yell fire everytime Master lights a candle funny noises are not funny
i will not slap Master with my bra
Punishment is not boring or pointless
i will not call Master, Dr. Death
i will not defame the Eugenspeil Society
i will not put laxatives in the candy bowl before Master's d/s party
i will not hide the newbies or send them snipe Dom hunting
i will not bring sheep to the subbie forum
a burp is not an appropriate response to Master
i will not eat all Master's m & m's while he is at work
i will not yell she's tied up at the subbie forum
Master's gags are not to be used to keep the children quiet
i will not call Master, spud head, butt head or any kind of head
Masters ARE perfect
Mud is not an acceptable side dish for dinner for Master
i will NOT wear panties
i will not sell snake oil or tiger balm at Master's d/s parties
i will not peek out of the blindfold
there is no such thing as "slave immunity"
i will not sneak in the bathroom when i don't have permission
i did not win an emmy for my last session
i will not hide all Master's toys
all play and no work does not a good slave make
i will not say "oh Master you're the bestest and biggest" just to get a spanking
i can not fire Master
my last assignment was not stolen by one armed net hackers
i will not scare the newbies by telling them ALL REAL subs like bullwhips
i will not perform breast implant surgery on the newbies
i will refrain from saying "hail satan" when i don't like Master's orders
i will not remind Master daily of our 1 day, 1 week, 1 month, 1 yr. anniversary
i will not waste wax by playing with it or putting it on all Master's clamps
i will not use Master's bondage table for a skateboard ramp or a slide into the pool
i will not wear Master's underwear on my head
Master's dog does not stink
i will not torment the newbies with the violet wand
....and last but not least
i will not use the pages from Master's Dom Handbook to start the grill...
i will not remind Him that He is sub for the Cat.
i will remember that washing Master’s shorts with my red sweatshirt if not a good thing to do.
i will try to remember that Masters are allowed to snore.
i will not cut n paste Master’s pms to the chat room.
i will not participate in belching contests with other subbies.
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1:13 am - i don't wanna grow up
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(author unknown)
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult.
I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.
I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset.
I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible.
I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again.
I want to live simple again.
I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness, and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So... here's my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my 401K statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.
And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first, cause........ ......
"Tag! You're it."
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1:09 am - things you don't wanna hear
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this might have some bad words that little girls can't see
Things you don't wanna hear your Dom/Top/Daddy say when you are naked and bound...
"Um, I *think* I have another key around here somewhere..." "Oops."
"Um. You didn't *really* need that, did you?"
"Which end of this thing am I supposed to put in there?"
"Don't worry. I'm sure there's a locksmith somewhere that's open at 2AM..."
"Did I mention we're on camera and this is going on my interactive website?"
"Safeword? Um, what's a safeword?"
"And this is my German Shepherd, Ralph. I know you'll just love Ralph."
"Oh fuck. You *can* untie yourself from up there, right?"
"Oh shit. You do know CPR, don't you?"
"Heh heh heh. You didn't tell anybody else you were coming here, did you?"
"Of course I know what I'm doing. I've read five whole Gor novels!"
"Now, where DID I put that extra attachment for the chainsaw?"
"Uh oh. If this is the tube of KY, where's the Superglue?"
"Did I ever mention that little fantasy I have about the tennis balls?"
"Lie very, very still and keep your body temperature low. It turns me on."
"Oh, um, hello, Officer."
"No, really. Trust me. I saw this work in a movie once."
"You like my straitjacket? Cool; I'm glad they let me keep it."
"Oh mighty Azathoth, accept this sacrifice I offer to You...."
"I'm sorry. Are the voices in my head bothering you?"
"Groovy. This crop leaves colored trails in the air when I swing it."
"You don't need a safeword; I'll just watch your mood ring."
"Oh, um, hi Mom. We were just, um, uh....."
"I'm not crazy. Yes I am. Shut up, all of you."
"I promised no permanent marks, but I bet I can sew that back on."
"Uh oh. I think it's stuck there."
"I always keep the speculum in the freezer. It's more fun that way."
"Did I mention my crucifixion fetish? Now, where did I put those nails..."
"Bye. I'm taking off for the weekend. Isn't suspension bondage fun?"
"Oops. It escaped. I think I see it slithering off in the corner."
"You know, the Marquis de Sade was a pansy"
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1:02 am
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alot of crap has gone since i last updated me and D got back together and broke up again.... we were together for about 3 months and then we broke up almost 4 months ago.... my heart is still healing but i am not sure if it will ever heal again.... i look back and i see the good times and the bad times... and wonder why i still love him..... i am gonna try to update more maybe writing about stuff will help me i hope that all my friends here is doing good *huggles and stuff*
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| Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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4:06 pm
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been feeling rather down in the dumps lately Daddy said he is gonna come back but that was at least three weeks ago and he stil isn't here not really sure if that is why i feel down in the dumps or not but anyway sorry i haven't been updating much maybe i should start to maybe that will help me feel better *shrugs*
current music: over and over again nelly and tim macgraw
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| Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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11:54 am
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1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) Eliminate the asterisks.
3.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4.) See what color you are.
daddyslostangel
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| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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10:05 pm
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9:47 pm
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yqy i got muh new puppy today i am so happy. i hope Daddy isn't to upset i want to post a picture of her but i am not sure how so i will try to figure it out for later
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| Friday, July 8th, 2005
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11:11 pm
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well another semi ok day Daddy had to work we had some us time before He left it was nice. Daddy has no work next week , not a good thing!!! i went shopping tonight and bought a few things we needed. i hope He doesn't stay on the computer to long after He gets home i need to cuddle i need to feel His arms around me and telling me that everything is gonna be ok. i just have so much on my mind and i just want it all to go away. sometimes i wish that i could just disappear sometimes i wonder if anyone would miss me
..... it's hard to think that a year ago i was at the YWCA almost a year ago i gave my virginity to a real jerk and then i basically had sex with anyone to feel loved to feel wanted and cared for and then i totally messed up and had sex with someone who was engaged that is a LONG story but lets just say in the end he ended up cheating on me with her ..... but i guess it was better that way because he was so abusive to me and i just couldn't take it anymore. then in November i got with Daddy o/l and in December we got together r/t hard to think we have have been together 6 months. this is the longest i have ever been with someone r/t or o/l ok well i got to go now because Daddy will be getting home in a little while and i have to go make dinner *huggles to E/everyone*
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9:29 pm - Taken from pinky
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Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. Please only be one word. No more. Then if you wish to participate, copy & paste this in your journal
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3:32 pm
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ok well i decided to start using live journal because most of my friends from chat are over here i still have my greatestjournal but i might not use it or i might just use it for what goes on in everyday life and not what goes on with me and Daddy hmmmmmm i wub you inno you will make it thru this *huggles*
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